first reformed
12 monkeys
fallout new Vegas
stalker (prescience of movie wrt post apocalypse, Chernobyl etc)
solaris (alterity of environment and futility of war against environment constituted as the Other–spits back that which is thrown at it)
Ishmael and the Story of B
Desert Solitaire
Paradise lost (haven’t finished), Inferno
Answer to Job (but haven’t read it all) by Jung
Princess Mononoke
Miyazaki is great at intertwining theological and ecological/scientific problems. Nausicaa approaches complex second order ecological toxin effects in a way I dont think any other piece of artistic work has, all while being a compelling thriller that is a visual fea(s)t.
Okay… I’m not doing well bc of worsened pain and trouble typing, so I’ll just try and rest and adapt… although I hate it and prefer raging against the dying of the light , etc etc…however I’ll continue to update this post.
<button type="button">pain</button>Try all of the buttons. I dont know code but I’m trying them out. Maybe they’ll help navigate somewhere relevant.
Part of this website is a protest, or amalgamations of various protests beyond mine. Part of it is a simple piece of history, record, and part of it is about science. and these are all related. I dont know what we’d find in my neck if we opened it up and took a connective tissue biopsy (we will know soon), but I do know that what we’d be doing is similar to both excavating an archeological site, and taking a sample of earth from a site in the Amazon. Its history, science, or maybe even art if our dying world has the luxury for that as well.
Currently my body is forcing me to slow down with my musings. and to some extent also forcing me to slow down even with simple copy and paste tasks. But I have a sisyphean task , I think. To document this all, until someone notices and cares, someone who has more power than me. someone with as much or more power than Walter Koroshetz. Maybe to get the money to get better and continue trying bleeding edge treatments all at once, id have to be famous or wealthy, things that otherwise haven’t been the main object of my life. To be an agent of history instead of being acted on not just by my environment, but by the people who triggered the butterfly effect that affected that environment that affects me.
ME/CFS, ART, ME/CFS ART, nanoparticles, fungal spores, miyazaki, disability art, chryochronology, craniocervical instability, lake tahoe, incline village outbreak, hunter x hunter, anime, nanoparticles, Edward abbey, open Medicine foundation, deep ecology)
